Dude.. I don't even know if I'm just lazy or busy.
I've been getting home pretty late, spending MORE..(if possible) quality time with my friends. Lately.. there has been a lot of shit happening.
Friends coming back from abroad, friends leaving again, people breaking up and people getting some.
One of my best friends just broke with her boyfriend. Not because he cheated, not because she did. Nobody was the bastard and nobody was the bitch. Basically.. no drama.
It just ended up with one giving more and the other one just did not have time. And it just didn't feel right anymore. Both of them decided it was the best thing to do going their separate ways instead of one of them ending up hating on the other. They did it even though they really (REALLY) didn't want to, but the feelings was just not the same anymore.. the drive to continue had passed..
Not sayin' that it was a clean break.. there was tears involved.. (a lot of them)
Now to the Q of the situation:
What hurts the most? The cheating-breakup? Or the it-just-doesn't-feel-right-breakup?""
When somebody cheats you have the hurt feelings, the anger, the why's and the trust issue. Which ends up with feeling that you really want to stay in the relationship, but you can't 'cause you both know that it isn't right and it doesn't feel right either.
But then again, you also end up feeling the same with the cleaner break-up. No matter how much you want it and want to stay.. it's just not right.
Today I met up with a friend that's back from abroad. While waiting for the sub, she told me that she had a dream.. maybe more like a nightmare.
She had dreamt that she had been bitten by a poisonous snake on her leg and she was told that she only had one more day to live. She ended up gathering her closest to break the news and say goodbye. People didn't really take it that well, but then the dream continued with her waking up in bed thinking that she had dreamt it all. But when she checked her leg she saw the snakes fangs still stuck where it had bitten.
Which leads me the the second Q of the day:
What the HELL would you do if you only had 24 hours to live??""
I'm off to dream about the answer to that question.. late.. snoooor.
3 comments:
interesting.
kisses and hugs.. flowers and bugs on them.
this was actually a deep post. quite interesting.
I think if you had 24 hours left, I'd be totally honest and tell the closest ones how I feel about them, be it good or bad, and hope I'd really die later on. Hah.
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